Satisfaction

I had a very nice experience this evening.  I basically finally realized that I had improved at a game and completely routed somebody in it.

Basically I was playing Twilight Struggle.  I've been playing it a bit of wargameroom and also in the last 6 months had played it a bunch of times against a ftf opponent as well.   Somebody e-mailed me out of the blue to play via e-mail on ACTS a couple weeks ago and I just absolutely fucking dickpunched him.  He was an average player.  Autovictory in 4 turns.

 I guess I'm just a very non-competitive gamer in general so I usually lose games or go the distance with them and eak out of a win if I do win.  It was a nice feeling of recognition that my skills had improved.  I don't expect to feel it again or become a eurogamer who only cares about winning, but it was a nice all your base are belong to us moment for me.